temen copy-cat
bete sebenernya. tp mw gimana lagi..aku punya temen. yah lumayan deket sih. tp sumpah. sebenernya tuh anak nyebelin banget. hobinya nempel2 lagi sama aku. pdhal aku g begitu suka. anaknya emosian banget. suka ngabsen isi kebon binatang. wew.
mana hobinya tuh tiru-tiru. bikin aku nggak napsu ngomongin hal-hal yang aku suka. soalnya pasti ditiruin sama dia. aku suka avril lavigne. dia tiru-tiru. aku suka paramore. dia tiru-tiru. aku beli baju keren. dia tiru-tiru. cm beda warna. weh. pokokya bete banget.
aku sebel banget. masalahnya kemaren kan aku belanja-belanji sm dia. trus kita beli parfum. kbetulan aku pingin ganti suasana. jadi cari parfum yang beda. soalnya parfumku yang bulan kemaren tuh 'manis banget' baunya. kalo dicium baunya kayak permen karet rasa anggur. kan aku udah nemu tuh parfum yang aku pinginin, eh dia malah beli parfum yang bermerk sama kayak parfumku yang kemaren. padahal bau parfumku yang itu udah trademark banget. kalo aku lewat yah baunya itu. gak seru banget kan dia ikut-ikut beli parfum yang sama. bikin sensi aja. huh.
udahlah pokoknya aku sebel bin mangkel. butek. sensi. untung cara berpakaianku gak ditiru sm dia. kalo ditiru juga, wuihh. dijamin aku bakal ngamuk gaya peranakan godzilla campur kingkong. huuuuh. :(
17.50
Things I'll Never Say
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
[pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
[pre-Chorus]
Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say
23.51
try to makes all better
aku minta maaf. beneran kok. aku g bermaksud. bener2 gak bermaksud. maksudku jg bukan itu. kamu tuh salah sangka. aku cuma ngerasa kalo km g jadi diri sendiri kalo di depanku. aku jg g tw kalo km ternyata... yah pokoknya itu lah. aku minta maaf deh. masalahnya aku juga nggak ngerti tentang perasaanmu itu. aku kira km biasa aja. jadi aku minta maaf. minta maaf yang sebesar2nya lah pokoknya.
haalah. mboh. maaf deh. yang baca juga jadi ikutan pusing.
aku g ngerti mw bilangnya ky apa.
00.23
dewasa?
aku sebenernya gak ngerti. apa maksudnya dewasa. semua orang tumbuh. tinggi. bertambah besar. apa itu yang dimaksud dewasa? apa seorang yang selalu bisa menasehati orang lain? itu yang disebut dewasa? atau orang yang berumur lebih dari 17 tahun? itu yang disebut dewasa? aku selalu dibingungkan dengan 1 kata yang terdiri dari 6 huruf itu
D_E_W_A_S_A
semua orang selalu bilang aku gak bisa dewasa.
giliran aku ngomong sesuatu yang bermakna. malah dibilangin sok gede.
sumpah aku bingung.
ada yang bisa ngasih tau aku dewasa itu sebenernya kayak apa???
17.32
avril lavigne: alice
Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down
I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry
soundtacknya alice in wonderland niih. kbetulan aku suka filmya. yg maen jhonny deep. sutradaranya tim burton. wuiih a perfect mate. trus yg ngisi soundtracknya avril lavigne. i'm her big fans
01.38
Two Is Better Than One
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
aku suka banget sama lagu ini. gak tau kenapa juga sih. liriknya bagus. mungkin rada kau banget. yg jelas aku suka. walopun sebenarnya ni lagu melankonlis banget
01.19
maaf
aku minta maaf atas semuanya
tapi aku pikir ini salah
semuanya salah
anggapan tentang aku salah
caraku salah
caramu salah
kita berada di waktu yang salah
saat semuanya udah terlambat
saat bingung untuk memulai
aku pikir aku salah
maaf
maaf
maaf
aku minta maaf
01.09
